doubt

i've got a lot of it. doubt.

i find myself bending down so close to the ground. and then bending the opposite way minutes later.

i want to give what is wanted.

i want to rest even more.

brain, please stop. i can't think anymore.

tears are just below the surface, all the time.

laughter, too.

fear, mostly.

too much fear, suffocating.

focus. perspective. let go.